5 more mins to the beginning of another month. 30th April has been one almost,if not perfect,date.(Well..the weather could have been cooler.) Nonetheless,it is just purrrfect~ Dont usually blog down my day in details,unless it is really good. Here goes nothing~ Wake up 9.30am. Bath,wash up,get ready,make up,eat a slice of those kinda cake shop swiss roll,go and clear bowels(ahem*=p),style hair(this takes a long time),get ready my bag(basically dumps everything in),look at the mirror,fill up water bottle,look at the mirror,cont'd styling,look at the clock,doodle here and there,carrys my 3 novels on my hand,sets off.
Time check 10.45am.

Big shiny sun.
Should have brought my shades along(always forget to)
Walk to central.
Withdrew 30 bucks.-__-
Buy Jason's fav cheese tarts.(not sure if it's his fav but he likes it)
Went to deposit the cheque(my cab fares)
Went to interchange.
Pay my hp bills via AXS.
Take 105.

This whole part of the journey was rather difficult coz holding that 3 (thick) novels on hand(and I havent finish reading it.To be precise,I only read 1.5 of the books) was much a hassle.

Load onto the bus.
Sat down.
Gasped as I saw the cheese tart kinda squashed
Quickly tried to "revive" to it's original shape.
Long trip till Stevens' Rd.
Nope.No cuties board the bus.
Oh well...=/(Hehz*)

Alighted.
Hot weather.
*sweat sweat*
Cross the over head bridge,bus 700 came along.
*lucky*
Board it.
Time check 11.43am.
Speculate to reach his hse before 12 nn.

Jason msg to tell me I can take my time,say to reach at 1pm.
-__-"
No way.
I am hungry and kinda feel my glucose dipping.
I think it's the weather,that's y.(and I am hungry)

Reached his hse a few mins after 12nn.(after doodling ard the market..waiting for his permission to get up to his hse)
*hungry*
He was washing the broccoli.
Supposed you know too, that broccoli has alot of worms and insects in it.

Fry fry.(the eggs)
Boil,boil.(the broccli & noodle)
Bake,bake.(the black pepper ham)
Stir,sitr.(the sauces and the noodle)

Voila!
Lunch is ready.^^

Stop:Would like to thank my boo for the lunch.Yes,he offered to cook me lunch.Man,I feel like a queen~

After lunch.
*full*
Surf the net.
Kiss,kiss. =p.
Hey...give us some space here.
It's been sometime since I had a proper snag!(so does he)
And kissing really does you alot of good,ya know.
In terms of body and mind.
(body?Yes..kissing burns alot of calories too)

Listen to songs.
Hear him sings.
Choose an outfit.
Doodle time here and there.
Ooo..phooney~I admit,we spent more time kissing,ok?
*hehz*

He drew me the Moomoo* & gave it a gf.Maybe I shall call the gf MooEr*
Sounds eeky?
Yea,I think so too.But I like.
So why bother?

Finally set off to town.
(ever wonder why is Orchard being labelled as Town?It's no where close.I dunno if it has to do with any historic reasons,but well...just pondering.
No..I am not asking for an answer.So donthave to feed me one.)

Traced our usual footsteps ard town*.
I think it was near to 4pm or so when we were there.
Went to Hyatt(not to use the toilet) to pay a visit.
Jason is a good old popular senior banquet waiter there.Oh...should be he was*.
But well..he can go back anytime he wants,that is if he can find the fitting time.
Soccer took away 4/5 of his time.(yes,I am not the sole dominator,soccer training is)
Saw Karina,heard Suet's name.
ummm...Jason had a crush on Suet before. xp.
Basically most beautiful gals catch his attention.
Of coz that is until he met me.
I beM[ch* ed him.
Hehz hehz*

If you noticed along Orchard MRT passage path or sometimes along the roads of Singapore Visitors' Centre,there is this China uncle using the dough to make different kinda things.
If you know what I am talking about,yea...Jason got me one.
It is in a shape of a maize corn with a lady bird on it.
Cute*
2 dollars only le.Was expecting a figure like 5.


Btw the time we walked a certain distance Taka,I was hungry.
And it is like 5.03pm.
Pohling waved my attention.
Exchanged surprise smiles.
Went in Cold Storage buy a chilled bottle of Pokka green tea.
(Jason is coughing,still coughing.Only started today.Um..Me?No...I dont have it.umm..The sight of me?)

Hungry.
Bought a dollar cranberry muffin from Fourleaves.
Yummy.
Serious their muffins are good.
Go try them.They wont disappoint you,unless you are an anti-muffin by nature.

Went to return my books.
Nah,it was his magazines.(soccer magazines)
I left my novels at his hse eventually,
(pls rem to help me return.thanks)

Went to the Lego shop.
Fooled ard a lil(just a lil) with the plastic swords with Jason.
Funny*
Doodled ard there.
Out.

Checked up the prices at Breeks.
Reasonable.
Decided that shall be the venue for Von's bday celebrations.Since we are all poor.
This shld be alright yet not too shabby.

Went to Best.
Down one level and then another.
Out of taka.
Head in Cineleisure's direction.

Saw a few Jedi knights masqueraders.
Quite a sight.
There is Darth Vader too.
Why no robot.Dunno what L1 or T1 something.
That rubbish bin and skeleton lookalike robots.
No I am not lousy~
I just dont watch StarWars.
Anyway...all for the promotion of the final episode of Starwars.
After this,we dont have to (ok it's me only) to suffer under the Starwars nonsenses.
Yay!
If there is any Starwars fan that wanna beat me up after reading this,hold your punch.
It is the same theory why you cant stand Hello Kitty.
(am not a Kitty's fan too.I belong to the Pooh & co clan,a member of Disney too.)

Walked ard the mall.
Dear got me the Minnie egg chap from the dollar capsules.
I think I am a sucker for that.
Out.

Cont'd walking along the same direction.
Glad that there is no more along the streets hawkers.
Seriously have no idea what is that all about.
Reminiscing act?
More like shed the carrot heads act.
Is there any warm feeling of the old days when you sit there pay at least $3 for a bowl/plate of food,sqeeze and sweat together,inhale the smoke from the cars?
Nonsenses.
Rather spend $2 to eat at your regular ka-fei-tian.

And so finally to PS.
Ate Yoshinoya.
Used that discount coupons.Today last day le.
Technically it is my treat.
Hehz*
Besides us sat 2 guys.
This guy was talking about something about email a/c settigns that almost makes me burst out laughing in his face.
He was saying he got several email a/cs at diff hosts.And he registered for the Yahoo! one and got his add as ".co.uk".He didnt get it and dun want it coz all his other add are .com,so he trys all means to register again,and finally got the .com.

When they finally left,i just simply told Jason isnt it as simple as putting your country when you registered as US,if you want the .com,UK if you want the .co.uk,SG if you want the .com.sg?
Unless I am wrong,if not that seems like a dumb thing.

After eating,we toured ard Carrefour.
Out.
Go and redeem his free pizza.
Need to wait for 15 mins.
Sat facing the gelato shop.
Jason bought honey lemon from the chinese med shop.
Drink drink,let me drink.(or feed me drink.)
Io told him that I realised that we usually converse in Chinese when we were outside,but English when on phone.
He told me he needs to brush up my English.
Ha..Right!
Indeed Jason's english is much better than mine.
Languages skill is one of his flair.
But I shut him off by spelling, "E-N-T-H-U-S-I-A-S-M",how about "L-E-C-H-E-R-O-U-S" and alot more that I cant rem.Haha..Our joke*

Collcted pizza.
Checked up a few more things before leaving PS.
Sighed at how good times passed so fast.
We basically meet once a week,if lucky twice.
This could be a good thing also.
Like the cliche goes:
Absence makes the heart fonder...(not)
=p

Made a turn to Selegie Rd.
Saw an (seemly) abandoned old building,with broken glasses on the wall.(to prevent pple from climbing in?)
Among the few litted windows,there was one with red lights.
Eee...Scary!!
Didnt know if anyone sane would have red lights in the hse.
Quickly walked past.
Amazingly we reached Sim Lim.

Make a left turn to Little India.
Took MRT home.
A father carried a just born on his arms came in.(with the mother and I think it's the grandma.But the grandma become like the maid.Carry the trolley and all.??)
Ah..new borns...fresh and sinless.How nice.

I came to believe that if children can always stay as children,their parents wont mind toiling forever.(that is time stops there.)
Of coz we are not talking about special circumstances.I'm talking about the norm.
Think maybe our own parents felt so and we will probably think the same next time.
A family with Jason...Hee*I think he makes a good father.Of coz...my daddy is no 1.

Serangoon.
Walked to the soya bean shop to grab a drink.
So warm and humid.
We were sweaty pigs.
Home.
Night ended with a few kisses.
End.
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Jason is really almost perfect,if not can be a lil taller.Ha.
No...You know being ard the same height serves its advt during initmacy.
Say..mouth to mouth,chest to chest,and.....pelvis to pelvis!!
HAHAHAHA.
NO!!!Dont look at me like that!I will slap you.Haha.
I quoted this from the book I read.
Honest!!
*Cross fingers*

He really hardly show me any temper,attitude or nosense.(unlike me)
Never kicks in a fuss,black day mood just becoz he is unhappy.(unlike me)
Alwyas gives in to my tantrums,my nonsensical stuffs.
Always tryng his best to be a best bf for me.
Cooks for me.Never minds shopping with me.Grants my wish(sometimes..if within his ablity.I will never forget the 500 pieces of Winnie the Pooh Jigsaw that he took a few hrs to make every night,despite he is so damn busy and tired.)
Always play stupid games with me.
Although he has some typical guys' prob like every single guy out there,but well...I have alot more prob than him.
And for a bf who can sings,cooks,sews*(YES,HE CAN AND I CANT!!),is so independenton himself since young(very young),blah blah blah...
I cant ask for too much huh?

Plus...He is really good looking today!!

Hee...
Night!
This is hell long of a blog.

Before I goes to report at Lala land,here goes:

Just thought that sometimes that C8t* has some very evil thoughts.
Umm..Maybe 'Evil' is too harsh a word, unkind would be it.

Well..I cant help it.
(dont worry,it has nothing to do with you,or you,nor you.=)

Kindly ignore the following portion.It is just some unkind chantings~Hehz*

"Whee~I thought you should see this day coming since the embark of your plans.
Should I pour some condolences?Well,guess you dont need it.
You just pretend that you have a ice cool attitude when really you know you are nothing but a dot.
Yes,another duhduhduhdot in the universe.Weeping in your own seas of emptiness.
Or rather self created and pretended emptiness.
So are you gonna abandon what you want?
*Ouch*
I will be here watching.
Hehz*"

=}
Nvm that,yea?

Pray for a good day tml.
Will pray for yours too.
You know who you are when you are reading.

Argh~~
There is some strong will battle b/w the weight of my eyelids and my will power ma.
Obviously the latter is always at the losing end.

This is so o-f-f-i-c-e!

Infact this is so typical of life.

Dont find a point to illustrate.
If ya an Earthling,I think you should be able to relate.

Alas,this is something I am trying all ways to avoid and prevent.
*Avoiding and Preventing are two different approach*

Blah~~~

Damn.I am so bored and tired (and tired of being so tired and bored) that I cant come up with a decent blog entry.

Blog is not just about typing your life down,for me.
It is like releasing the one inside you who is deprive of everything.
Say releasing a smarter,bolder you inside.
So born the Solitaire C8t.

This C8t is more than what you think.
Not bring schizoprenia,not being a narcissist,not even trying some mimication.
Just you don't know it is always me.

Oh yawns.
Somebody brings me some entertainment,pls.

What's wrong,what's wrong now?

Well...Lemme highlight here.
The only things that are personal here are:

1)Regarding Jason;and
2)M[ch only.

I supposed the occasion appearance of my friends' names doesnt matter.
Other than that,I dont blog big details about them.Not much.

Looks like I am in for some trial.
But...Can I plead not guilty?
Really..I dont see so.
Even if strangers read this,even if friends read this,even if the ind-uhviduals read this,even if it is the flea who read this...I dont see how I should be bother.
If the readers are bother,that's really something i am not answerable for.

So to turn the whole situation ard...Gal..I wont be offended if Anonymous #1 happens to be ur gd fren and reads the same blog.

but anyway,I haven't.

Thought ya be crossed after coming across this entry.
*gasp...runs away from the gal holding the club*

Be cool about it,yea;)

Opps~

Eaten too full for breakfast liao.
*burps*

Hehz*

Desire got the better of me.

From yesterday onwards,my blog is no longer for the two apples' reading pleasure but another one.(and then some more)
Hehz*

It doesnt change any of the things that I am gonna blog though.
Thus no taggy,no comments needed.

Shall put my archives' link some other day.
When I am not too lazy to look at the html and my comp bothers to listen to my knockings and slammings.

Was playing 'Kingdom Hearts' loan by Marcoroni*
Was wandering in Alice's wonderland for hours.
Now then I know you cant find Alice.
Damnit.
If you cant understand what am I talking about.Well..It is a game la.
Pretty interesting and actually really difficult to play.
Mind twisters.
Needs high patience and a certain level of experience of playing RPG like me.
Hehz*

Friday.
Friday should be made half day anyway.

What's up with the 2 to 1.5 rest days only?

Damn..Bert is back.

Later

I think if I am a rich (plus good looking, charismatic oozing) guy, I would such a romantic ass. All I ever need to complete my suit is a equally cool pure breed black horse to gallop around and pick up gals.

On my way back home yesterday, I thought of the cute but damn unreasonably priced 7 dwarfs soft toy key chains, each hanging at SDG 49.95!

What is that all about? Though I really like to have the full collection of the se7en dwarfs. Dun know why, guess dun need a reasons either.

And so I guess a very romantic way to propose to ME (yes,only me) is to buy all that 7 dwarfs and wrap it in a bouquet manner. In the middle is either..your very red rose, or the ring box (with ur sparkling diamond ring in it of coz)
The prince shall knelt down and ask Snow White in hand!
And voila~you have my hand!
No Snow White but the Absolut M[ch or Solitaire C8t~;p
Note: not every guy would succeed eventually.

Hahahaa!Me and my 365 romantic gestures.
One romantic move a day change the world all day.
Lala~
Hehz*

Brrr.Cold cold.

Btw,M[ch is a handsome boy now.Thanks to the haircut.

Hehz.*

Oh well..I think I look too "handsome" for my own good.
Stupid mistake of mine to enter that weirdo sissy ass salon.
Salvation was made the day after but still it's a goner.

Gonna look like a boy( that's how I feel) for the next one month at least.
=/

Had an absolutely sweet dinner with Jason at v8 cafe last night.
And I bumped onto Guowei and his Mandy. Leslie and dunno is his gf or not at the cafe.Weiseing and her colleagues at the cafe too.
Such luck seldom happen to me.
The only couple I most often ran into is Von n Andy.

Today is Yng's 21st~
Wonder how she is gonna spend it.

Whatever it is,hope it will be memorable and sweet for her.

Happy bday gal.

My wish for the day :"Bert to be gone~~"

Everyone is turning 21 this year and I really have no bloody idea what to get for them.
Maybe I shall just join the norm~

Every bday gal rec a boquet of flowers.

I realised that my primary school best friend's bday is coming this June.
She just dropped me a testimonial at Friendster,telling that she misses me.

It is not that i dont,infact I do miss the good old innocent times.

Problems always exists for introverts like me.

Oh yea,so what I think I am an introvert.

Nah..I think I am an actrovert~

So what with terms like controvert,extrovert,whatev-ert~

ZzZzZz.

A sleepy week looms ahead

One last blog before the end of the day.

What a boring day.

Gave Jo a bouquet of dark red roses and a hair pin.(those kinda chopsticks kind)

Giving flowers for bday is somewhat such an 'in' practice nowadays.

Oh...
Is it cliche that I want?
Who doesn't like flowers then?

I just want it to be different.
even flowers can be.

This entire blog is address to me only.
Read it for your pleasure.
Dont read too much into it,yea?

A conversation between M[ch & Solitaire C8t.

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To myself*

"For crying out loud,take that bitch!"

Myself sobbing dramatically after that abuse.

Myself smiling to the mirror..

"I dont need you,not you nor you.Back off!"


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What is that all about?

If everyone have a dark side,this is it.

You just dont see it when you are with me,not till I am six feet under.

-----------------

Yawns.

A bad thing that time doesnt comes to a halt.
Things wont stop in motion.

Life is not that magical nor mystical.

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If everyone is just a pretender.
Coz they just cant afford to stop,sit down there and lick their wounds.

Wow...I am one of them.

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Damn...Stop it.

You are beginning to sound alot like that other flea in the head.

Oh...That flea is not the creator.

I am.
*smirks*
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You dont like me.

*sniffs*

Me neither.You are always hiding me inside.Keeping me from the world.

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*cover ears*

Why must you bring me apart?

"I didnt.You did~"

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Am I hurting you alot?Or really,you used me as an excusable spear to hurt others.

I didnt control you,you control me.

And dont feel guilty and push the blame to me.

You know ..you know...You are the one.I am merely the one crying and laughing here.

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Sigh.

*sings in a untune symphony*

Oh...I dunno.

You are always like this. *pat pat*

Guess you grow inside me since young.

Who makes you in me?

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Since the day you cried alone and refuse the world.I am with you.

No matter who you meet,who you become..I am always here in you.

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Oh..this is sick!

Logs off.

*M[ch left the conversation.*

Solitaire c8t....sits there and purr~

Dunno why.
Dont see a reason to.
Perhaps dont need a reason to.

I juz need some own space.
I juz need some pity for nothing.

I wanted time to come to a halt.
I want everything to freeze in time.

Juz wanted to sit back in my corner and cry.

juz wanna do that.

Period.

Suddenly I had this thought running on my mind.
Guys and Gals,do not say this to your partner.

"You are the love of my life"

unless you are like 2 couples with grey hair,wrinkling skin,and perhaps lost all your teeth..and really still loving each other.

Why?

Coz somewhat I dont believe that you know what you really mean by that when you said it loud and clear.

Hmm.

Coz I so believe that for those stupid guys who claimed that they love me and wont ever love another gal(oh...suck it.cant believe that I felt guilty for that) probably said the same to the other gal now.

Oh no~I am not so lucky yet to bump back on those stupid guys.

I am just wondering when people say "I love you forever",do they know that these 3 tiny words plus that FOREVER are supposed to be life bounding?That they should be charged in court when they dont fulfill it?And then it could be another shoulder weighing object on the other partner as well?

(Just in case you think I am referring to any of you reading this,stop it.I am clearing just trying to blog my thoughts out,not necessarily involving any of you.)

If people knew all that...Then why is there infidelity after marraiges or sometime down the relationship?Why is there murder case as acts of revenges after discovering such acts of indel?

Note that it is ok to say I love you,I guess.Coz that 3 words are not capped by a lifetime.The word 'Forever' does.

Imagine if this is a chargable case...A woman sued her bf/husband.

Woman:"You said you LOVE me!!!Why are you doing this in bed with another woman?How can you do that to me?You said you love me!!!!!!!"

Man:"I know!I love you.I truly do.That was until I realise I love her too."

Woman:"You bastard,despicable liar!I hope you get the taste of your own medicine!!"

Judge:"Dear lady,as much as I pitied your case.But this lawsuit is not to your winnings.The man did said that he love you but he is not bounded by his own words.He can love you then,but he didnt promise when his love for you will end.So I am sorry.I hereby annouce that the man is release."

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Some years later.The same man sued that lady he was cheating with .

Man:"You whore!You cheated me of my money,my properties,my attention,my love!!I divorced my lovely wife of 3 years to be with you yet you do this behind me!"

Woman:"Tsk tsk!Calm down,silly man.You spent money on me on your own will.I did not cheat you in a way or another."

Man:"But I love you!You told me that you love me too.You are the love of my life!Please...come back to me."

Woman:"Oh..did i?Maybe I did said that I love you too.But You arent the love of my life.I dont love you and dont think I will love you till the end of time."

Judge:"The same case,the roles switched.I hereby annouce that the woman wins the case."

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.....

.......

Sigh.Fairytales dont exist in reality?

Where are all the 'living happily after'?

Why cant real life love be just as simple,as romantic as the fairy tales?

Despite all the positivism I spoke of,I just feel like gg back to hibernate for a while.

..............

sometimes when I look at you...I wonder where has "us" gone?

*It is getting harder and harder to breathe every minute*
Am not listening to Maroon Five but this is how I truely felt.

Argh~~
I am not 21 YET.
*throws away my responsibilites,shriek and ran off*

SIGH!
Ok~I am just being a whiny baby!

"Stop complaining,baby!"
*Baby is not a call of affection here.Baby as in literally baby*

(and Fuck my pc and monitor!It is getting worst every day!)
Oh....To fuck with you!

I am truly feeling very bottled up inside.
Feel like screaming the bottled air out but have no outlet to!!!!

ARGH!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!
DAMN PC...

Blog end!

Basket!

*It is getting harder and harder to breathe every minute*
Am not listening to Maroon Five but this is how I truely felt.

Argh~~
I am not 21 YET.
*throws away my responsibilites,shriek and ran off*

SIGH!
Ok~I am just being a whiny baby!

"Stop complaining,baby!"
*Baby is not a call of affection here.Baby as in literally baby*

(and Fuck my pc and monitor!It is getting worst every day!)
Oh....To fuck with you!

I am truly feeling very bottled up inside.
Feel like screaming the bottled air out but have no outlet to!!!!

ARGH!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!
DAMN PC...

Blog end!

Basket!

It is finally Thursday.
Absolutely cant wait for tml coz I am meeting my other half.^^

Have you ever wondered that how sometimes your dreams are just so ridiculous and yet it feel so real in your dreams.(that it is not ridiculous anymore.)
Sometimes dont you wish you can live in your lala land,where everything and anyting is possible.

But then,let's stop(ok lemme stop) talking about stuff that is not possible anymore.It's a waste of time.Of coz I wont stop anyone to dream a lil dream once in a while.
It is an avenue of happiness too.=)

Oh yea..which reminds me.
When is the last time you saw a rainbow?
It is something rare huh..in here.

Do you wish,when ya at the age thinking Peter Pan and Santa Claues are real,just that they dont visit Singapore coz they are ang-mohs,that you can walk on the rainbow like CareBears do?

No,I never have such wish.I am just striking a thought.

So anyway~Last evening,my brother asked me to see a rainbow.
It is a faint long line of 3 colours rainbow.
I cant exactly remember when is the last time I saw a rainbow but it was beautiful anyway.

I think rainbow is one of the good kind creation of nature or just God,if you are the faith-religious sort.It makes you feel beautiful too.

But I wondered who have see a full stretch of 7 colours rainbow.
I wonder if I can ever see one in my lifetime?

And if u watch the 7pm cha 8 show,they talked about the rainbow at night.
That must be exceptionally beautiful.

Of all the beautiful things in the world,what is your opinion of the most beautiful thing?
(realistically speaking)

I read one from one famous/infamous blogger...
Answer: Orgasm.

Hmm..Pretty honest and perhaps true.

Me leh?

Answer:The ability and skill to cherish your own life?

Nah..that is not my definite answer.

I guessI have no answer yet.

Later~

I woke up with my right eye lid slightly sore.
Dunno why.
And I feel low blood this morning.
Thankfully this helps me to skip the sinful breakfast that Seraya bought.

But I am all better now.
=)

And I wanna say this to my pc.You suck.
I will reformat you once again..next time.
And then..I badly need a new monitor.
Cant even use yesterday.

My foot hurts badly yesterday.
I got this blister that is rather bad on the sole of my feet.
And I wore that heels the whole day.
It doesnt help when it is like my bare flesh keeps rubbing on my shoe surface.
Imagine the pain!!
I have got a pair of rough foot that aint elegant enough for heels.
I was close to limping when I finally reached home.
Damn.

And guess who I saw yesterday?
Ha..I dont think I would ever see him ever and of coz Jason knew about it.
Gal,you remember JunYong?
I dont tink he quite recognise me already but give me that 1 second look.
Maybe we just refuse to acknowledge each other liao.
Pretty awkard la.(actually I think it is awkard for him only.he doesnt affect me anyhow..he is not the one that can)
Haha.

What am I gonna be sacarsm about today?
Hmm~~
Later~

Far too many Arians and Taurians!
I know far too many Arians and Taurians and they are leeching on me!
Darn~

Too many birthdays to entertain and celebrate.

And when it is finally my turn,the pple who will celebrate for me will be fewer.
Not that I "giam" la.

Anyway...we bought Mingli a big bouquet of flowers.(very nice.)
White and champange colour roses,baby breathes,wild flowers and a stalk of red rose in the middle.
I would love such big bouquet on my bday too.(*hint hint*)

Cringe..Joanne's bday(our cust care team) bday is next week.
Shervin's baby bday is next month.
*Gasp!*

Birthdays are supposed to be fill with blessings.I do give them.
But anyone fill me with condolences?

I just did my money forecast till the end of the month.
Even if every expenses flows according to my budget,I would be left less than a hundred for this month.
If ya hollering at me,think about the peanuts I get and the pizza I had to split.
I am not exaggerating or trying to make myself look poor.

Infact I wont really complain about being poor..nah..I wont even use poor.I am not poor,I am just not rich.
It helps me to stay sane and rational.
Dont get what I mean?
Well..see..Being not rich helps me to be able to clearly see that some things are just stupidly priced.
You can just say that I am being jealous coz I do not have the penny to buy those stuffs.
Think again and I shall then pay a penny for your(efforts) thought.

Who in the sane mind would pay over 10 bucks for a note book,when you can get the same one for less than 5?

Yea,we are just paying to satisfy our materialistic hunger.

So say again,if I am rich...perhaps I wont be doing all these talkings.
You are absolutely right.
I might end up paying for those things that really aint worth their price,like those rich asses.

So thank God I ain't rich coz I enjoy these talkings.

Hey~I am looking at the bright side of things,yea.

Anyway..finish reading one of the 3 books I borrowed last Saturday.
"The Cinderella Rules".
Just as I thought it may booast my feminist ego,it turned up to be quite a disappointment.
Blah!

Maybe the initial part was interesting,especially when it comes to how the author describes the sex part.
Yep,you read me right.
The SEX part.
Pretty intriguing...at first.

Before I go into that,lemme give u a brief touch of the story.

It is about this gal who was brought up in a ranch was tricked by her sister to do her role as the international hostess to this big biz associate of their father.
Yes..apparently their family is rich.Just that the gal(ok..she is Darby) decided to spend her life taking care of the horses and blah blah blah.
Being rough and unladylike,her sis(Pepper...or Penelope) arranged her for a emergency makeover at this company called GlassSlipper.inc.(Unsurprisingly -_-)
So she had this so call 3 fairy god mothers called Aurora(sleeping beauty?),Mercedes(Who would have tot of such a name) and Vivian to transform her.

If you think this story is gonna blossom to some fairytale,you are so gonna shred the pages of the novel.

And so she met this young,handsome,wild..blah inheritor of this company.Fell madly in love.Had great sex together.
Blah.

And this biz associate happens to be a God!(not literally)
Well..he is describe as God like,so think Greek. And his name is Stefan.( And I only think such names is use in Final Fantasy)

Blah blah blah.

Anyway to cut this whole crap.
It turned up that Pepper is a CIA or what international undercover.Stefan is some what big illegal something..

I got so bored that I dont even bother to read finish.
Ok..I admit..I flipped on a lil to see if there is any more sex part to read.
So?
Naughty gal~~=p

As I said...while I find the first sex part so intriguing and turning on.The subsequent ones (not that there are alot.I did not borrow a sex book to read!) are so boring.

So just now I read the second book.
First chapter there is sex.
Second chapter first paragraph..there is still sex content.

So what is so wonderful or exiciting or whatever about nipples,breasts,tongue,ass,bra,thrusts,hard on,moans,groans...blah.


Ok..I get your meaning.
We are all erotically charged sometimes.
But I mean...You mean,without talking about sex,your book wont sell?

Or maybe I should read more.
Who knows all books are like that.

Even dictionaries have those words.

"They are not the same!" you said?

Well...it's the same la~

Ok..the correction is that.that in that Akon’s “lonely” song, it wasnt sang by the chipmunks.
They merely chipmunked it.And that original song was sang by..dunno what guy la.

Duh-_-“

I honestly think it was from that Disney Chipmunks.
*disappointed*

I had a horrible thought this morning.(while I struggled with the blues)
I suddenly imagine that Eddie wants to extend our contract by a few months more. (which I know is really impossible la)
Think I would puke~
Coz from June onwards, it is a tug and war time in the energy market. ( And then we are leaving.)
I need a change~Unless this is a full time job, or I think I had sufficient information about this energy market that will push me a notch higher than the novice.

I think our (ok it is theirs) new colleague –Simon Tay, looks very funny.
His face makes me wanna laugh so I try not to look at him.
Now I wonder how Moomoo managed to pull a straight face while teaching him.
Well……maybe it is only me la.

Well….I try not to condemn a person by his/her looks.But it is still hard not to be fool by the first impression.
I am not that kind and professional yet.
*shrugs*

It is really difficult to battle your blues,yea?
(Yea,tell me about it.)

I struggled with mine too. At one point all I can think of is try to apply a day leave this week, so as to “compensate” myself.
Whatever the compensation is relative to.
But at the other end, I just bite my lips and try to smile.

And so one way is to skive when Bert is off to meeting.
Number 20 of Two Thousand and One way of skiving: Blog.

Damn…I feel fat again.
I know I contradicts with the whole blog about “love your body”.

Well…I didn’t say I am not loving it. (bla lalalalalala~~~~)
Just that I would love it better when it’s tone.
Ha.

It’s different~and when I say it is different.IT IS!

It's Monday.
Had a mistake to recorrect in my previous entry.
Anyway..maybe later.

Read this first.

Bill Gates' Eleven Rules.


Bill Gates' 11 Rules

Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they
did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good,
politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no
concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the
real world.

Rule 1: Life is not fair . . . get used to it!

Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world
will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good
about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high
school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you
earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till
you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your
Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping . . they
called it opportunity.


Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't
whine about your mistakes, learn from them.


Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as
They are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning
your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought
you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites
of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own
room.


Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers,
but life HAS NOT. In some schools they have abolished
failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to
get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest
resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.


Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get
summers Off and very few employers are interested in helping
you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.


Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people
actually Have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

Damnit..my pc is so cranky that I cant blog nor do anything for long!
Dont force me to reformat every single bastards and bitches that are lying deep within my pc.
(whatever~)

I wanted to say that I had aperfect date yesterday and I wanna give extra hugs and thanks to Jason~
I know he is dead tired after the trainings and everything and yet he did not ruined it just becoz he is tired.
And I have always been guilty of that whenever I feel tired on a date.
I know it is wrong but I just cant keep up.

Hey..You heard Akon "Lonely" yet?
The one with that chipmunk singing "Lonely...I am so lonely~~I have nobody to call my own~~~~"
So cute right?

I dunno if it's really that chipmunks outta Disney who originally sang that part,but my colleagues have been saying it's that chipmunks' song.So I guess it is.

And so I imagined in the cartoon,it must be one of the chipmunk(either Haley or Dale..erm..Im not too sure of the spelling of the Haley or whatever chipmunk's name) sitting right on top of the tree,looking at the big blue moon..holding a chestnut or almond..and starts singing.

Which all reminds me...i love the chipmunks!!!

Suddenly while I am convinced about my own vision,I too have some cons drawn out.
Well..dont talk me into it,I will talk myself through and I will talk to you too.

Jason is more than just a boyfriend.He is too a good friend,a listening and conversing soul mate,a supporter and so.

While I think it is possible (for me) to combine romance and platonic friendships together.I just think it is much harder to convert a originally platonic friendship to a romantic one.

Do you think in real life,Harry and Sally would eventually fall in love with each other after having each other as buddies for so long?

I am not ruling out the possibility of that,for i think REALLY..impossible is nothing.

But it's up to individual.And my perspective is that...having maintaining that platonism(i dun think that is such word) for so long,all romances are driven out.

A relationship b/w 2 initmate souls is hard(I just think it is not right and extreme difficult) to last without romantism.
Yes...I am a romantic soul.
My idea of romantic stuff doesnt comes from the big things you do,but the bits and pieces of life that you bring.
Clap for me if you are singing for me~

In almost everything(if not everything) in life, it is not the matter of you CAN or CANNOT do.But really you WANT or Dont Want to.
If miracles happened,it is not overnight.It is by the lil effort everyday that brings the rainbow across the skies.

I cannot condone acts of disrespect and rudness to your own parents.
I am not talking about cases of..you know..
But perhaps like my own brother.
I really hope that it is due to his age that his temper and attitude sucks like rotten durians now.
If he never learns,I hope he will get the same treatment from his own son next time.
It is just about respect.
I believe in karma.
If you dont,please sings Alicia Keys' chorus of Karma twenty times a day.
Just dont let the punishment of me eating animals and killing ants and mosquitoes come back to me.
Having a fear for lizards is bad enough.Let this be my karma,ok?

For stars who were once a phenomenum,please stay within your era.
Dont think that making a comeback or staying with the times would bring you back the same old "You rocks/Rulez" glitter back to your life.
(Jason knows what I am gonna say now)

"Mariah Carrey..You can go die now."
"Backstreet boys,I think your new album is so gonna be sorry.(unless it is really hot.But isnt boyband days so then?")"

I like them!
I adore the once beautiful soul singer.But now she is just playfully showing her tits to the nigals.(Jason said that!Not me!)
If you think she is still beautiful,lemme pass you a trade secret.
The guy doing her photoshop earns a lifetime of luxury from her.

My dear old BSB who got me so dreamy with that Shape of my Heart...why come back?
Learn lessons from Westlife and Nsync,I think they got the idea of how B.bands die/are dying.
You were the classics of boybands...I hope you are remembered that way.
Maybe you still worked for the Asian market,you are much stronger than stupid pple like 5566 and F4.

Yes..I am a critic.Critic to others and myself.

I cant help it.It is being unleashed and not something I have created overnight.

Ok..I am free again~
At least I showed Bert that I did something.

It's not that I don't like him la.Infact I have to fair and honest that, actually Bert isn't bad.
I just tend to have some shield for pple whom I had a bad experience with.

But the fact is there is still a distinct difference on the treatment b/w us and them.
Though we are all getting along well.

Oh..I guess it's pretty understandable too.
=)

It's raining hard now*

Now as I recalled,last night...The last few minutes before I sailed to Lala land *my dream town*
I thought of prince.

Yes...Prince as in handsome prince kinda fairy tales prince. That handsome prince of Monaco prince not the current having bald spots Prince William.

But more of the fairy tales princes.
Dunno why.
It is just some random thought.

Sometimes you just think of anything under the moon* when ya about to sleep.

And so...
My idea of prince is one that is a perfect gentle man perfectly fine know..Those kinda beautiful tenor with smooth voice.
*Jason,I am not talking about you don't think you are a tenor anymore.-_-~
There is no such thing as "Once a tenor,always a tenor"
Besides...You know that your voice is not lemonade smooth~(whatever I mean)*

(hehz)
Perfect built eyes teeth blah~
Character wise: Brave,gallant,sweet,FAITHFUL(that is one trait that is missing in many yous and mes in this world now) blah...

If there is one such perfect prince,I don't mind putting up with 7 dwarfs,squeezing in a tiny house,practically be a maid for them(sweep,wash,mop,cook),chew a poisonous apple(why cant it be banana,strawberry or anything else..Maybe durian?),sleeps in a glass coffin till that prince comes and muacks me.

Now..Let the evil M{ch touches this pair of perfect pair (Snow white and ..Whatever that prince is call) with some reality.

*Nnnnooooonnnooooooooo*
(Did I hear some gals screaming..Hehz.)

Suppose that they are living in a normal 5 room HDB flat.(Hey I gave them a 5 room,ok.)

Prince:"I'm home!What's for dinner?"

S.white:"Eat...Eat..Eat...Am I a source of food here for you or what?"

Prince:"Wha lao eh work very tired already.Come home just wanna relax.You must always find things to quarrel with Mayo one day diam diam oi sai bo?"

S.White:"Huh la..you very tired.I am not lo.Look at my hair?It used to be black,smooth,shiny and perfect.I don't even know what is a bad hair day before I married you!"

Prince:"You think work very relax la.Have to pay for the mortage,the utilities,your shopping craze.Speaking of shopping..ai..you can control abit or not!"

S.White:"I dunno what's wrong with you.You look at Sleeping Beauty,Cinderella,Belle,Jasmine(Aladdin's wife) and Ariel(that mermaid).They all so good life.And their princes are forever so sweet to them lo."

(ok..let's name Sleeping beauty prince as Shawn,Cinderella's prince as Lance,Belle's prince as Beast,Jasmine's prince is still Aladdin,Ariel's prince as Rick(i forgot his real name) )


Prince:"Compare and complain are your best traits lo.You dunno only.Now Shawn is actually having an affair outside!"

S.White:"No way!!!"(her black round eyes pop out)

Prince:"Pls lo..Sleeping beauty is like what...a thousand years older than him lo.That time we (all the princes) warn him liao but he die die also must marry her.Good for him lo..now under a 1000 years ginseng.Outside got more young chicks of coz play play la!

S.White:"ok la..but the rest quite good ma!"

Prince:(sniggers)"Good?Lance is complaining about his dirt bag,man!"

S.White:"DIRT BAG!!CINDERELLA?MY GOD!SON OF A GUN!"

Prince:"Pls la..That ash gal every day do house work till it's a kick.Lance is a prince after all lo..wana bring her to functions,dinners also must think twice.And she is a cleanliness freak.A tiny speck of dust will freak her to hell.Can you imagine during *night activity*(haha),that ash gal can stop and starts complaining how messy and unhygenic that the bed sheets would be later?"

S.White:"(speechless) well...."

Prince:"That belle is suppose to be the nicest and easiest to get along.But ever since that rose,she demands the beast to grow a field of roses.wha biam eh...you think roses very easy to grow meh?Bath also must have rose petals!siao one.Now the 2kmwithin their vincity got a very strong rose smell.Can you imagine the bees?I think Beast lost his ability to smell long time ago.
And did I mention,red is his taboo colour actually?Now he is truely a beast..just a slave for his belle."

S.White:"But..I bet you have nothing to say about Jasmine and Ariel."

Prince:"Eh..huang lian po,you havent been seeing things right? You know how fiery Jasmine can be lo.And how dominating,how fierce.She is a she-MCP!Whenever Aladdin is fed up,he just flew away on his carpet with his genie.Now we are all eyeing on that carpet lo"

S.White:"What..you!!"

Prince:"(cuts in)Ariel and Rick?Haha.You know how much Rick loves seafood!With Ariel around,he is banned from seafood.So whenever he is with us,he would stuff himself with all sorts of seafood.And that mermaid wants to visit her family everytime...you think diving so cheap meh?I think Ariel is fussing about buying a sub-marine!I think she is draining his money,man"

*silence*

Suddenly
*Ding dong*
Snow white goes open the door...came that 7 tiny dwarfs.

Prince:"NB!Not you 7 creeps again!F you!Go back go back"

S.White:"Can you don't be so rude to my friends!!!"

Prince:"What?I am rude.Your 7 friends came to sponge on me 6 days a week!You think I open restuarant or hotel?"

S.white:"Wha..you go out and drink can la.I invite my friends cannot la?"

Prince:"I go out is work!you think I enjoy entertaining those pple ah?"

S.white:"yea..like I know.Who knows you always have pretties ard you?You are just like the other dirty princes!"

Prince:"Ai..You don't wu li qui nao hor!I where got like them.You go look at urself in the mirror la!Once fair,rosy,beautiful and all.Now a true blue obasan.But I still stay faithful to you."

S.White:"(breaks to tears)Hor...you finally admit le la!Find me ugly and old!!"

Dwarf speaks up:"Um..you all don't quarrel le.we are hungry.can we eat?"

Prince and S.White:"DIAM LA!!!"

*close curtains*
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Thank you for taking time to read this lousy story.

hahaha

Friday~TGIF!
Everyone should start their Fridays with this phrase.

Ever wonder why it is never TGIM,TGIT,TGIW,TGITs?
Lol.

Anyway...*recollects thoughts*

Sometimes when Jason and I try to talk like adults, we always ended up disagreeing with each other.
And the worse thing about such kinda disagreements is that you know you are not angry with the person personally,you cant raise your voice or really win your arguements.
Coz it is the opposition of thoughts.

And when I think back later,I guess I can understand where Jason is coming from.
Hmm...
Well...=)

While it feels good to be serious sometimes,it feels just a lil indignant about it...Ok..maybe indignant aint exactly the right word but about there la.
Coz sometimes you just wanna win an arguement.Hehz.

Still aint talking to my brother yet and dont intend to.
Am i upset...not really la.

Dunno if Bert will be outta office today anot.

Catch more entries.

I saw this:

You may be blogging,but is anyone reading?

Um....

Dunno la,and dun care.
I dont like to invite comments from nosy pple.

My pc is a gonner.
Not just the slow speed modem.
Not just the goner screen colour.
Not just the unknown viruses in it.
But now is under spied.
Who the heck wanna spied me?
Some shameless downright faceless creatures who started the whole nonsense.
If you think I bother looking at your products or whatever porno you offered, your brain is disfunctioned.
Fuck u huh?
IP: 83.116.72.111!

I am gonna get a virus buster anyway.
It is just the matter of asking.
Hmph~

If your products (whatever ya offering) is unsaleable till the extend you need to install spywares and make people visit your website...Why do you even wanna think making money in this wireless virtual world anyway?
I know,you have no money to set up one in the real world.

Virtual spineless rats.

Anyway~Had an absolutely unplanned pleasant surprise after work.

While me and Mingli waited for the train,I saw Jason!
Hehe.
He was gg for training.

Damn..I lost my mood for a good blog.

Good..you wont lemme install virus remover.

I show you what I can do,buster!

Damnit man.
Have done NOTHING ever since lunch.
Not that I had done anything impt before lunch.

Before you think this is good life,think twice before I slap you.
(I have to emphasize here that when I mean You,I dont really mean you.Although this is an un-disclose blog,but I just like to talk/blog as if there is a thousand viewers out there.)

This is fucking boring!
And you think such money is easy to earn.Hey..it is not easy to pretend to be an ind-uhvidual sitting here,staring at the screen and generate sales.

Yea,so why dont I just do my damn job.
Reasons:

I dont feel motivated to.
I dont feel obliged to.
I dont feel want to

And the sad thing is I do have a choice.
I just cheat whenever that Bert from sesame street is not ard.

I am not a complete loafer.
I do, do my work afterall.
I just slack under no supervision.

Being such a lazy person,would I make a good teacher?(if that's what I inspired to be?)

My answer:

Yes.
Affirmative.
Positive.
Absolutely.
Yea...right.Haha.

But you know,when ya finally doing something you like..it's just different.

Not to mention:
Being in control and being control spell two different sensation,attitude and drive.

A true blue ind-uhvidual will never be able to differeniate these 2 situations and ended off the same.

Condolences.

=/

What the heck,man!
I arranged an appointment with this customer last week and we agreed it's today.
I called her to confirm the location and she has the cheek to tell me that she thought it is tml.
-_-*

Hello..I came in heels(the tallest I ever had,which is short for you gals out there),wore my pants and blazer!
You think it is fun to wear like this on Thursday?
It is redundant for me.

Damnit man.I dont wanna push it to a Friday.
Wearing formal on Friday is a fine.

*Boiling that blur rabbit!*

And Bert is so free today~What the..Stay in his royal seat all day.=(

Back to the same old ever complaining Mich.

I am supposed to go outta office today~

I dunno what is it about height concerns and making it as a topic anyway.
I mean…haven’t you all grow to learn that this is something inborn? The only person(s) to really blame is to your parents/grandparents or whosoever that gave you the genes of being too short or too tall.
Isn’t it?

While I am not trying to make fun of any people here, especially I know my dearest sis always wanted a few centimeters taller (hey sis, I love u ok?), but I am, too sick of every single people who come my way and tell me I am tall.
Hello….I am not blind!
I can tell that I am tall so you don’t have to remind me every now and then.
While you may be envious of tall gals like us, but you don’t have to said it too many times and try to make us feel like some casts from some aliens’ movies coz we are TALL.

I mean…(read my lips) “So What?!”

So what if I am tall for a gal.
So what if you are not tall?
Does it matter?
Why am I tall? What did I eat?
I eat what you ate, and you can ask why my body chooses to take up my dad’s height genes, don’t ask me. I didn’t choose it.

And if you bother to peel your eyes. Look who are the gals that walk on Orchard road now.
I am not the only tall gal. There are gals who are much taller than me.

Just because I am with you people who are just a few inches below me, it doesn’t make me an extraterrestrial creature.

You know…I wish I am a lil’ shorter.
No kidding!
If science allows it, I would gladly donate my 5 cm to you so I can be what you people considered “normal” height for Asian gals.

But hey..God never ever states that Asian gals must all be petite, and that blondes must be long legged.
If he made you short, then praise God.
If he made you tall, praise God too.
Don’t object what he gave you ok? At least he gave you a perfect body. If you don’t love it, that’s your business.

You may not meant it in a mean way when you keeps commenting I am tall, infact I know you are just feeling sore over how unfair life can be.
But get a life,yea?
You don’t have to keep rubbing it in so maybe when I feel like an alien, you can feel normal about being un-tall~

Especially GUYS!
I honestly cant help but think that you guys who ever did the same to me (ie,keep commenting about my height) are losers.
Just because your mum didn’t feed you with sufficient calcium, just because your parents happen to be un-tall too, just because you failed to shoot like how the bean tree in “Jack & the bean sprout (or whatever it is called), you don’t have to keep lamenting about it..la~

I have grown to learn this:

Short is short.
Tall is tall.
Average is average.

Unlike your weight, height is really something you cannot control or changes.

So quit poking about how tall I am (coz you must understand that I am REALLY not that tall! 170cm plus minus is becoming a NORM in the market).
Quit wishing that you are a few inches taller; there are always heels that you can wear and look normal but I CANT!
(if ya a guy…well..if you really care that much, there are always shorter gals around)

If you happen to have a height that is neither tall nor short, then that’s good for you. Just don’t complain about your looks or weight next.

And lastly I would like to tell my only 2 readers, that is my life long buddy and bf that this is really not targeting to you.
Although it may seem so but I am really only talking to the general unknowns who made funny comments.

Maybe I should really host my blog and get a few cussing back.
If that makes me a famous anonymous. Haha.

One last word:
Love your body. It is part of the package. =)

(I have to remove my song first…got some errors, I suppose)

Sometimes I realized how pathetic our lives could be.
Take mine for instance.

I am just like your 80% working mice outside. Lamenting and harbors fear for the boss.

The rest were either mgmt who fear the upper mgmt and the minority are the heck care groupies.

Man..i am tired.

Ironic how I do not feel so when I had insomnia the night before but feel so when I had a good 7 hour slep.

So anyway…

You know, I really wish that I am one of those that commands strong languages profiency.
Over oozing confidence and got the “who cares if you think I am a bitch” attitude.

Of coz I don’t mean those kinda uncouth ones. It’s really those kinda diva’s soul trapped in you and you dun really
Hate the person.

You just hate her coz you cant be her. In another words = you are just being jealous and admit it,loser.

Well…and the sad thing is she don’t care.

I think you may have know one or two such divas in your life,and who knows you are one too.

Sometimes you just feel inspired by them but don’t try to act like them when you know you aint one.

I admit, I am never one.

I do not have those over the top attitude, I dun feel secure all the time, I dun feel confident of my brains and looks..not at least from Monday to Friday.(somehow ..i just look like rags during working days.) and the list goes on.

If I have a daughter next time, I wish she is one.
You invite lots of attention, lots of hatred..but then…you get the extremes of everything.
You only live once so why not?

(I think I am gg blind..typing on ms words with font size 8.)

My main issue/question here is…
There is no such thing as a guy diva,right?

if the same thing I am talking about..you know..the attitude,the strong verbal and literacy skills..the bitchy attitude is a guy, you probably think much lesser of him.

For me…a guy is charming if he has a way with his intelligence and words.(I don’t mean it in the cheater’s manner)
But he just cant afford to flaunt it openly like a gal who possessed the same flair.

It’s the same thing like..

If a gal does this, she is a diva or a bitch with attitude. So what?
If a guy does it, he is just a loser. Period!

There is never equity in the world of Adams and Eves.

Don’t think so.
Well..lemme give you an example that I asked Jason last Sat.

Eg one:
A gal slaps a guy.

Audience comments:
Maybe that guy deserves it.He must have did something wrong and upsets the gal so much that he deserves that slap.
Atta gal, you do us proud.
*clap clap*

A guy slaps a gal.

Audience comments:
Wha lao eh! What kinda d*ck is that! No matter what the gal did, a guy should never slaps a gal!
This is respect.
Doesn’t his mum teach him anything?

This should be enough to prove my stand.

Ok maybe one more.
Eg two:

Lesbians kissing.

Audience’s comments:
Yurks!what the! Do it at home la.
What a sad case! Chio bu some more!
Kill the butch.
Kiss me la.

Gays kissing.

Audience’s comments:
NBCB! ( this is your regular hokkien vulgar.)
*prepare for parang*

Lala..See?

I am not trying to push for more equity to be practice for the guys.
I am just another female so why should i?

Enough inequity was abused on women in the past.
Maybe it is pay back time la.

…
I just realized the diversion of my topics.
Lol.

Gotta do what one should do when Bert is not ard.(he would be back after lunch)
To doddle ur time.
Forego the responsibilities and duties of a good employee.
Duh…does good employee exists in our age?

I am just waiting for this contract to ends and so I can proceeds with what I want.
It may not be easy but I am gonna make it achievable.

This job is not totally as bleak.
As least I know about the energy market now.

So tell me how much you know about your mthly electricity bills?
You don’t,right?
Me neither..in the past.

Well..it comes with the job la.this is rather a different industry that you can work in.

I am not saying I am interested in it.

Hungry~~

Sometimes…having siblings suck.
Although it is a blessing from god…although we came from the same womb(yurks..this tot is disgusting) but not every single pair can get along well.
At least not all the time.

Agree?
Yes..thank you for your positive response.

I was damn pissed by that brat’s attitude towards father and is always so!

Sometimes he just speak to my father as if he owes him a lifetime.
It is really a bastard’s doings to do that to a father,at least it is my father you are talking about.

In father wise,I think my father is good. Maybe not the best but is more than I can asked for.

So I usually don’t condone any acts of rudeness to my parents.
I admit I have been thru there but I always try to control myself.

We are all human beings,it is only natural to rub against each other’s skin sometimes. But you don’t do it all the time! Not to your friends and especially your own kins.

I think my brother is a very schizophrenic pig!
You should read this blog!
I wanna puke right infront of his face!

I love my brother but disapproved of his schizophrenic acts and his attitude towards our own parents,esp father!

Having “tattle-taling” so much, perhaps I should tell you what happened last night.

My bro always use the internet at night, ard 8pm.
I am actually annoyed that I don’t see him studying (though he claims he studys in sch)
But since he paid for the internet, I allowed him to use a hour per day/night.

My father usually needs to make phone calls to his suppliers at that timing also.
I understand it may be annoying at times for you to disconnect half way but this is your father you are talking about.
What is so hard about disconnecting for that 2-3 mins?

Usually my bro would use those kinda fucked up tone and asked my father to faster use.

Fucked up tone?
Like that.
“faster use la!”

I already gave him a pre hand warning that should he use such tone again, I would banned him from using internet ever.

And it so happened that when he disconnected,my father was using the loo. And so he impatiently use that fucking tone to try to rush my dad again.

I told him off and asked why cant he ever use a more patient tone. Why must he be that rude.
He got aggressive and started the whole cock temper!

I flared inside and told him that he should not use internet anymore.
You know,I always did that but I will relent if he shows that he is sorry.

Guess what…
“Bitch!”

This is what I was cursed at immediately.

Words like “fuck” “bitch” middle finger pointing were used continuously after since.

What the fuck!

To make things worse,he threw that 10 dollars right on the floor.

It was my money I gave to him.
Actually I didn’t…I gave to mum and dad allowances each last night.
Dad insisted that I gave my bro 10 dollars too..as a encouragement, a gesture, an example.

I didn’t have spare so dad gave it to him under my name. basically it’s 10 bucks from what I gave to dad.

What a bastard’s act!

If it wasn’t for the presence of my parents, I would have fight him even though I knew I am on the losing side.

Damnit!

Argh! Forget it~
So sian!
Positivism is really something that is hard to maintain. You can only push yourself for it and remind yourself what you want to be doing. That is what that keeps you living everyday. The things that you anticipate for the future.

Dunno you can hear the song anot.
Uploaded Bee Gees' version of "First of May"
Dunno nice anot.=/

Anyway..I can conclude my last night incident with my lil brother as a real fucked up one!

Zzz now.

Argh....1730 faster come!
Meeting my gals later...

Sometimes I wonder why some bloggers would be bothered to put some scripts and so on to find up who had been to their websites,how many times and so on.
Or some scripts that bring you to another commercial links etc and got ur pc hangs.
-___-*

I mean...this act is totally redundant,isnt it?

In the first place...if you dont want others to read ur blog,then dont publicise it.

If you wanna publicise it to your blog, then why worry who the heck reads it?

If you just wanna make it known to ur friends,then make known to them and have their mouths shut,their hands stop(from linking ur blog to theirs,and then it's make known to public again)

Why go thru the trouble of putting up this script and that?Does it really matters?

Should you publicise ur blog in the first place,isnt ur intention is to for people to read it?

Ironic act of redundancy.
-_-

Nononono,dont misread my words again.

I am really NOT talking about this with anyone on mind.
It is just one thing I realise that bloggers did.

Anyway I am pretty sure that no one else reads this,other than Jason and Yng.

So should anyone happens to bump across here,just read.

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Damnit!Stupid cust changes appt tml.This means Ed wont step out for today!
Sian

Sigh...cant believe that Jade has such an unhappy marraige.
ROM at 23,throw wedding dinner at 24,that is only last year.

The art of 2 pple staying faithful and loving,being respectful to each other.Sufficient trust and everything else...is really more than an art to master.

Had insomnia last night.
-_-
The result of hibernating in the day.

But luckily not v tired today.

Why is time so slow.

I cant wait to finish this contract coz i have got plans for the near future.^^

btw...i always wanted to tell Yng that I miss her.

gal,ur 21st coming soon le...gimme a free friday to meet up so i can offer u my bday wishes.=)

Suddenly I realise...(actually I realised yesterday) that I really miss hearing him singing to me.
^_^Hehz.

As we walked along the promenade,suddenly he sang "You & I both".
He sounded that good and I recalled that time when he sang this on stage.

And of coz several other songs he sang last night.

Though he said his voice isnt as good as before,(due to army..I guess) but I thought he still sounded good.
=)

The more I looked at that hippo pooh thingy,the more cute I think it is.
=p

Sigh...

Anyway...maybe it's due to the (very) sufficient sleep,I feel very good now.Infact I feel positive..somehow.
And the thought of Monday doesnt blues me alot.
(hey..I slept at 12 plus yesterday,woke up near 10.30am.I ate 3 breads,drank one milo...And I figured I fell back to sleep before 12 noon..Slept all the way till near 4pm!!)

Mich is a pig in making.

But once in a while hibernating is good for body!
Hehz.

I realised that this month is full of pple's birthdays.-_-
*gulp*

Well...It's once a year~and 21st is once a life time.(but again..which number of the age isnt once a lifetime?)
Haha.

One Sweet Day Lyrics
by Boyz II Men,featuring Mariah Carrey

[B II M:]
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Ayyy

[MC:]
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

[all:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together

[MC: Together]

One sweet day

[MC:]
Evetually I'll see you in heaven...

[B II M:]
Darling, I never showed you (I never showed you)
Assumed you'd always be there (I thought you'd always be there)
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared

([MC:] But I always cared)

And I miss the love we shared
[all:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together

[MC: Together]

One sweet day

[MC:] Evnetually I'll see you in heaven

[B II M:]
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day

[MC:]
Yeah
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

[all:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together

[MC:] Together

One sweet day
[all:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together

[MC:] Together
One sweet day

[MC:] Sorry I never told you (oooh)

[all:] All I wanted to say

A very nice song...

(this is last night's post)

Oh...what a long day.
It is only like 12 am now and we are both tired.Well..he is more tired la.
See the way he slept on bus. -__-"haha.

Ok...describe my day~

Hmm..Actually it kinda started off with a bump.*ouch*
I thought we were meeting at TPY after his training coz that is the msg I thought I sent to him the day before.
While he thought that we will decide where to meet after his trainings when he then msg me.

So it happened like this...

I reached TPY at 11am(when his training is over)
He called me asking if I am still at home coz he wanted to put his (dirty) clothings at my hse first.

Obviously it is a slight miscommunication and I am kinda sian.
Nvm....*breathe in*

I waited in the library while he went back to my house to put the clothes first.
After some time,he msg me that he would be reaching in 7 mins.

I waited...for (alot) more than 7 mins. *-__-
Impuntuality is one of the turning off attribute for me.
Personally I really dislike putting up with lateness.Although I know the 'later' never meant it or just was caught up by something etc.
But it just dont feel good lo,esp if it is not like...those once in a while.

Jason...is those kind la.
He never means it and I know is really caught up by some unevent stuff..but it just puts me off.

So when he finally reached,I told him that he is always lidat~
I am really expecting some apologies,some coaxing etc.
Coz when he first saw me earlier,he did not gimme a peck on my cheeks or forehead as "requested" by me the night before.
And I was expecting some comments on this new clothe I wore.
So maybe I was kinda crossed about that,now that he was late..it adds on.

But instead of what I expected,he gave his explaination in an equally "fedup" tone.
We remained slient for a while at the bus stop.
When he finally gave in and asked what I wanna buy later,my eyes became wet.
Nah...not becoz im touched..but I was upset la.
Dunno why either.But i just started tearing lo.
Ha..stupid.

We took train to Cityhall and had an overfilling lunch at Raffles' city food court.
(oh yea..Yng,I saw Jeannie Low,our geo teacher, with her son.Haha)

He got a Nautica cap less 30% at Royal Sporting house.
Walked ard...stop to see the Esprit fashion show.(as usual those Kens and Barbies)

Walked to Peninsula Plaza where he got his steals.
2 pairs of very good Puma goalkeeper's gloves at only $40.
He said those pair of gloves are very good and believed that the shop owner must have tagged the wrong price.
well....?
You happy can le ma~Haha/^^

This makes me come to conclude that actually guys love shopping as much as gals.
It is just the shopping list that is different.

Went to Funan then.
Had the cheap cheap 25c Mcdonald's ice cream cone.

Saw this brandless but seem relatively bargainable MP3 player gg at only $109!
Bluetooth function.
256mb.
FM radio.

ARGH!!!
If I have the extra capacity,I would have bought it.

Nvm~~

Finally walked back to Citylink where I got my heels sandals from VNC.-__-
Which is probably the 'un-steal' item of the day.
If i dont need it,I would never dream of buying it le!

It was 6 plus when we reached Suntec.
Guess who we saw?
Vonny and Andy!!!
Biam eh...Andy is almost as skinny and lanky like Von.
What a matching pair!
Haha.(And i dont mean it in a mean way la)

We played the a dollar capsule thing again.
Both of us got the ugly hippo pooh.haha.So funny.
Actually on subsequent looks,it doesnt look ugly but cute.
I hung each on our hps.
Bet his friends will laugh at him but who cares le~
Dont you dare to turn the pink hippo to greyish black one!!!!=<

And finally~~~
We had our SINFUL dinner at NYDC!
My god..
their oven baked pasta and mudpies....Glorious!
Plus it is not too expensive.
Their oven baked specialties and mudpies both under the budget of 10 bucks.(they are famous for their desserts,particulary mudpies.)
Plus 10% service charge and 5% gst..It is still affordable for once a month sinful indulge.

Stood at the fountain,talked about stuff that we are still too young and cant reach an agreement on,listen to music...

Walked past Time2(where really the high end cafes are) to Marina square.
Still under renovation but I think it is gonna be exciting!Quite big and different this time rd.
They should have done it yonks ago!

Finally to Esplanade.Sat by the promenade...Had him sang a few songs.Hee..

And finally..finally..finally H-O-M-E.
Phew...

And poor boy now is suffering from sore eyes.@_@
See la...never bother to change contact lens!

Gimme a call when ya bored and msg to report ur eyes' condition!

Hugs.

Gg to meet Jason later.
Really hopes it will be as good as we anticipate.
Havent seen each other since last Saturday.
^^

Next week seems to be quite an eventful one.
Let's see...
Wednesday..we are planning to go that 2 storey cafe at K.glam I mentioned, to pre-celebrate Irene's 22nd bday.
Cant believe that our dear gal is gg to ROM next year.So nice...=}

Thursday I am gg to my sales visit,alone.
>_<
Hope everything is ok la.

Friday the ladies at my work place wanna go clubbing after dinner at Prego.
^^
My only worries is the transport back.
Dont tell me I have to take cab home.
So broke le!!

Ok la..setting off in another 15 mins time.

Have a nice weekend yea.

Btw glad that Yng is kinda picking back the pace of life after a break.
She seems to be enjoying it and that is what matters most.
^^

Another half day to go and Friday will be done!^^

Today cant meet with Jason coz he got to go standby for the S-league match.
=/

Oh well...It is ok la.

Though I was dissappointed but come to think of it,it is really ok la.

The thought of spending a good Saturday(hopefully^^) still glees me.
=}

Need to buy a low heel sandals.
Cant believe 2 of my existing ones came to an abrupt 'death'.
Too long never wear le.

Therefore...shall we check up VNC at the cityhall link?^.~
We can go Peninsula Plaza~
*accomodate...accomodate.*

I need to close more customers le la.
Marc had quite a few le.
-__-"
*worried*

Very full...as usual.

Fat~Fat!!


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ps:
Wha!!!Heng ah!!
Now blogspot got a function called "Recover Post".
Coz sometimes when u press 'Publish',it will not publish.And when you refreshed,your whole post is gone.
With this function,what you have typed previously will never face that peril!
Yay!
Good job!

Jason is so sweet and I am so glad that it's happening to me.^^

I forgot to bring my hp to work today.Left it on the bed and only realised it when I was in the train.-_-~*scatter brain*

Realised that he left 4 msges for me in the hp.
(I did web msg him that I forgot to bring my hp la)

10.27am: I miss you.
12.41pm::I miss you.(When I read the 2nd msg,I thought he double sent the msg,till I saw the diff timing.)
2.31pm:I miss you.
6.19pm:I miss you.

^^
Think he finally got what I always wanted.
Hee.

Wonder if we can meet tml or not?

Anyway...
We were absolutely so shock that Shuyi's bf can be so absusive!
They were together for 3 years and they project a very sticky loving kinda item together.
And her bf just looks very boy next door kinda sweet cutie pie!

While he is really sweet and nice to her,but I think he is too temperamental for her good.

For the respect of privacy sake,I shall not disclose it on the blog.You can ask me though,if u want to.
Although it is really not very violent,but I think it is more than enough for a gf to take that.

It is not just about the abuse,it is really about the respect!
Damnit!

Even Simon dont do that!(Not that I know)

*cuss*

And it makes me feel so bless that Jason is none of the above...(yet?...haha)

Anyway..anyway..a different note~

Intended to go see with Mingli if there is any cheap bargain at H.Front shopping center.
There is this brandless factory sale at the central square.
Cheap office clothings.(though not very nice)

But we saw this big sale at Coral Isle(a boutique there) and headed in for some hunts.
Big gain,big gain!!
^^

The clothes there cost some rocket price usually.
And now there are some like 2 for 20, 2 for 10...

There is this really skimpy but absolutely sexy and gorgeous midriff top!
(and it's under the 2 for 10 category!)
I liked it alot.I was kinda holding it till I put it back and took the next clothing hanging beside it.

Then there is this OBASAN!! who took it.
F$@%

I was gritting my teeth and hoping she will drop it after trying on.
Who knows she bought it.I gave her the "are you sure you can fit??" look.

Wha lao eh!!!
Auntie...look at ur age lo..you wear like that for who to see!
Dont waste the clothe la!!!

Sad...
Spoken by a jealous bitch.

Anyway...

Try calling Jason again.
He didnt picked the phone just now.

Trying hard to focus on my 'visions' ahead.
Focus and dun let go!!

Kanbate~

Your Brain is 86.67% Female, 13.33% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl Which isn't a bad thing at all You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions. You're a good friend and give great advice.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

I am at home now.
Correction.
It is I have been at home the whole day long.

I was ok yesterday till I reached home feel feverish.
Broke into slight fever just before I sleep.

I was ok when I woke up.
An usual battle b/w my guilt and my laziness.

Needless to say,you know which I turn to. =x
I am a VERY lazy person!

Though my heart aches from the money.

Not being able to sleep well last night was one of the reason I choose not to work today.
Stupid mosquitoes ambush!

Very warm ah!!!

So SIAn-_-"

Life is really monotonous...sometime.

Well..almost everyone is under the weather.
And am now feeling a lil headache. =/

Anyway...the 8 of us (Huay Lee,Joanne,Mingli,Justin,Marc,Jen,Shu yi & me) celebrated Jade's bday at SPIZZA.
Whoa..
I never think I would ever eat there.

But this meal plus a bouquet of flowers cost $20 per pax.(And I think that's a minus minus.)
We had about...7 or 8 pizzas (shared) in total.

Their pizzas are those kinda italian kinda pizza.Very thin crust and I dont find it too cheese "saturated", so I dont think it's very sinful eh?And it's those kinda wood oven baked one.
Very traditional huh.


A large pizza for $18 bucks.Actually I find it reasonable for such pizza.

I got vouchers!Dinner only.Order one pizza get one medium one FOC.

>_<
So cold.....The wind blowing.
How can Jason do guard duty without falling sick under such weather?
={

Shall I cook a lousy excuse,to excuse myself from Jade's bday celebration tml?
I mean it is BAD of me to do that.
I would have go if it's like a Friday...
Feel bad too...wanna go have fun with them le...

But the thought of gg home late from..what..dempsy road(wherever that is) is very sian...

-_-"

Today is Tuesday-__~

Jason got guard duty for the first time.
Must be v tiring.
Imagine one day without ZzzZ.

Tml after work..they are actually gg to celebrate Jade's bday.
Actually I feel like siam-ing coz I hate to go out late and den have to wake up early the next day.
Should I?
Sigh....

It's only 10.20am now.
Am a piggy la...
ZzZ.

Sat is Ruby's bday celebration.
Irene is asking me to go...
Should I?
But I kinda wanna spend my time with Jason instead of gg to another bday celebration.
These 2 years too many bday celebrations liao.
Kinda sian.
Eating n stoning there.

The more zzz sentences I type...the more zzz I am..

Chill baby..

I tried very hard to kick start this Monday with a very positive outlook.
Believe me,I had been doing it since last night.

Last night,Jason told me that we couldnt meet tonight coz he has got training and the day after guard duty.
My initial thoughts are,"ok..poor thing"
It's not that I really enjoy gg out on week days,particulary the early week.The thought of next day is dreading,so must rest as much as possible.
Though I tell ya,it's all in the mind only.
lol.

But I came to realise this morning that we wont be meeting till the weekend either-_-"
Trainings..trainings..
My guy has 2 wives before me.
-__-*

Jade had a weird dream,and I am surprised that I am part of her click.And her "heroine".
o_0?

Yawns....

How's its gg on for ur side,dear gal?

This is US^^We are jus MFEO
Mich^^

Opps..that pic too big le.
But I think when you click on that pic,you can see.
=)

Today is good!
Just good.
Even debating is good!
Coz I just feel better~

We went to Queensway.
So on the bus,we were talking about studies.

At this moment right now,I have a very clear route to take suddenly.
Now it is just the money prob.
But I am glad somehow.
Coz I have a vision ahead.
At least a mid term goal.
^^

After a heavy lunch,we walked around Ikea first.
Just adore looking at the rooms/kitchens/bathrooms settings.
It just give us an idea of how nice it would be if we could decor it like that.
Of coz we are not thinking too much on the reality touch.

After that we headed to Queenways shopping centre.
Actually this part of the journey isnt much of a highlight to me UNTIL I saw this VERY VERY VERY godamn delicious,yummy,ultra goodlooking,hunky,cool,taller,slightly more built,more manly,and beach boy hair style version of UTT!!

My god!I could faint on the spot.
Had NEVER seen such an angel LIVE!
God~I could even say he is much handsome than Utt,though I think they really look alike!

*still dreaming away*
*drools*

Ahem...
Anyway we headed back home for dinner.
My uncle is treating us dinner at the coffeeshop down my house coz he struck lottery.

So full.-_-"

All of us went back (to my) home afrer dinner.

Jason and I have a good "debate" on my personal tangles and knots.
The first topic is cleared and he won it.

And on the second one...I would say that we wouldnt know how things are gonna end after all.
But he did cleared my doubts on his side and really...I just feel so much lighter and better after I trashed everything.
^^
Cheers!

And so...I still conclude on that COMMUNICATION is the best way for humans to get along with.

I love you!

Lucky I chose to take a cab home and it's now 12.05am now.
If not I would be swaying my way home with a hideous look.

Dunno if you should be thankful that your gal aint trained in the clubs/pubs.
2 cups of Gin 7-up is enough to send my head a lil spinning.
But I dare not to admit that I am really untrain.
Lol.
When I reached home,I scared myself at the mirror.
Reddish eyes~

Not to mention my clothes stink!

Initially it was suppose to be a catching up session b/w me,Irene,Von and Yin.
But somehow Yin didnt turn up and we couldnt contact her.

I thought the Kampong Glam would be lively at night.
Boy,I am wrong.
All shops closes except for those cafes.

We ate at the Sandwich Garden.
Simple and nice.

There is one cafe that looks VERY nice!
2 storeys and totally cool.
Really wanna eat and chill out there!

It is just so comforting to talk to each other and share views on all sorts of things.
Growing up...hmm...

Actually I find at this stage of life...the transition is pretty interesting if you were to sit back and think about it.
But it is the dealing part that is tough.

Careers,studies,love,guys,exs,money,life,families...Sigh.
Talk about growing up and how to deal.
haha.

It was near 10pm after we left K.Glam.
We joined Von's friends at this pub called Creme bar or pub la at raffles' area.
Honestly,being a mountain tortise in this aspect,I didnt know that there are pubs ard there. =X

There I drank 2 Gins 7 up.
Actually I dont like that at all.-x-

I just dun like chi-na pubs.
The singing of chinese songs just dun kick me up.

There is one quite nice opp,called the Blue Note.

Ha..no money la.

Hereby announce that I am gonna KICK MY ARSE to DIETING.

Eaten too much and my tummy refuse to move in.
Machiam pregnant!

Please watch over me!

gg out with Jason tml~

Hope I wont wake up feeling Zzz.

Lucky I chose to take a cab home and it's now 12.05am now.
If not I would be swaying my way home with a hideous look.

Dunno if you should be thankful that your gal aint trained in the clubs/pubs.
2 cups of Gin 7-up is enough to send my head a lil spinning.
But I dare not to admit that I am really untrain.
Lol.
When I reached home,I scared myself at the mirror.
Reddish eyes~

Not to mention my clothes stink!

Initially it was suppose to be a catching up session b/w me,Irene,Von and Yin.
But somehow Yin didnt turn up and we couldnt contact her.

I thought the Kampong Glam would be lively at night.
Boy,I am wrong.
All shops closes except for those cafes.

We ate at the Sandwich Garden.
Simple and nice.

There is one cafe that looks VERY nice!
2 storeys and totally cool.
Really wanna eat and chill out there!

It is just so comforting to talk to each other and share views on all sorts of things.
Growing up...hmm...

Actually I find at this stage of life...the transition is pretty interesting if you were to sit back and think about it.
But it is the dealing part that is tough.

Careers,studies,love,guys,exs,money,life,families...Sigh.
Talk about growing up and how to deal.
haha.

It was near 10pm after we left K.Glam.
We joined Von's friends at this pub called Creme bar or pub la at raffles' area.
Honestly,being a mountain tortise in this aspect,I didnt know that there are pubs ard there. =X

There I drank 2 Gins 7 up.
Actually I dont like that at all.-x-

I just dun like chi-na pubs.
The singing of chinese songs just dun kick me up.

There is one quite nice opp,called the Blue Note.

Ha..no money la.

Hereby announce that I am gonna KICK MY ARSE to DIETING.

Eaten too much and my tummy refuse to move in.
Machiam pregnant!

Please watch over me!

gg out with Jason tml~

Hope I wont wake up feeling Zzz.

Damn...I ate alot(I mean AloT) for lunch and I still manage to swoop down a peice of pandan kaya cake from Beganwan Solo.
-_-

Uncle Chow in attack for the dunno how many time of the day.

Everyone else seem to be working...really except me.

o_0
-_-
@_@
^_^
O_O
>_<
I_I
#_#
~_~
^_~

Yawns...

Was I too much last entry.
I woke up thinking perhaps I am wrong.

But again on my way to work...I re-justified my thoughts.

Sigh...
Sian-______-'

Brain black out early in the Friday morning.
In snooze mode.